April FOOL?!

GOOD DAY, TODAY IS 1 APR, APRIL FOOL DAY~
TODAY I WENT TO THE CEMETERY TO PAY RESPECT TO OUR ANCESTOR AND OF COURSE MY FATHER.
YESTERDAY, I HAD MADE MY 1ST TIME, 1ST TIME CRY BECAUSE OF HIM. I DON'T LIKE THAT KINDA FEELING. IT'S TORTURING. ><
I HATE HIM TO QUARREL WITH ME BECAUSE OF JUST SOME SMALL MISTAKE OR WHAT EVER. HE SCOLDED ME TWICE YESTERDAY, HE TALKED RUDE TO ME, HE RAISED HIS VOICE TO ME, I CRIED OVER THE PHONE BUT HE NOT EVEN NOTICED. I FEEL VERY VERY VERY SAD BECAUSE OF HIM. I SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY THAT FINALLY I'M HOME~ FORTUNATELY, MY FAMILY ALWAYS CAN MAKE ME LAUGH :)
HE SAY HE IS SORRY, BUT BECAUSE OF HIS STUPID PHONE WENT LOW BAT, WE CAN'T EVEN COMMUNICATE.. ><
HE DIN REPLY MY MSG UNTIL TODAY AFTERNOON, HE LET ME WORRIED.
I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO FORGIVE HIM. I HOPE THAT WE WON'T QUARREL THAT OFTEN ANY MORE. I FEEL TIRED..
PLEASE, I HOPE THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND U MORE, I HOPE I CAN TREAT YOU BETTER, I HOPE TO TREAT YOU MORE SINCERE. I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT AS WELL. HOPE THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE, EVERYTHING JUST A FOOL AND I CAN DO BETTER. <3