Gathering!! ^^

What I love about festive seasons is, 
it can gather all the people that miss each other so much together. ^^
I had met my secondary friends, matric friends, and my 26R54S Gang.. 
Really miss them so much~~
All of these gatherings have one in common, my friend as never changed!
Yea, undeniable there must have some changes after all those days that we missed together, 
but they just changed physically! Inside them, there is still the same~ ^^ 
I always know that whenever I need them, they'll stand by me, 
they are all these such great persons! Really love them! 
26R54S, we really went through a lot together. 
Between us, there always can't have a secret, that's they way we always are, haha. 
Tat day, you all are still that funny and lovely~~ ^^
Love all my friends and famillies!
Appreciate while you can ^^ Feel very very very Happy!! 
My mood absolutely GOOD! haha

Reunion Dinner?? @@

Haha, recently I'm too free to write blog.. Hmm, what is reunion dinner? It's actually a tradition of chinese on chinese new year eve. But my house don't have that kind of tradition la, we normally eat it as lunch either on eve or 1st day of new year. It's ok, coz it's actually the same. Today, i wake up early in the morning, help my mum to fold shirts, paper for pray... It spend me 1 hour to do that, so can you imagine how many is that? Hmm... In the afternoon, my cousins Thompson and Charlie suddenly sent us a visit. Haha, since ages i didn't saw them. Actually we are quite awkward in the beginning, but fortunately we still are the same, chit chat non stop after minutes of silence. haha. My sis went out since early in the morning, so she doesn't has a chance to meet them. Tomorrow we'll go ah ma's house together to bai nian! ^^ Can't wait for tomorrow! It's NEW YEAR!! Can't wait to meet all my family, miss them! ^^

The day i feel Numb and Dumb

Hmmm, after a long period, finally I have some mood to write. Haha, I'm having my exam week now, so it is such a torturing week for me now!! 
Urghhh, the question I kept thinking is why we need exam?? Why can't we just learn what we are interested to. Uni life is still a new thing to me I guess, although experienced it for 4 months++ for now. Still trying to adapt and balance my life. It is not simple right now, it is either hectic life or bored life... So sad that I didn't watch korean drama and movie for ages~~ I used to watch at least one movie per week.. TT Everything changed... 
Back to the topic, this morning i wake up late as usual, hanging around as usual without study anything. Then I have Mcd as lunch!! So nice that my neighbour ask us to order it together~ So sweet ^^ After that, start studying+dreaming+sleeping+fb-ing+tumblr-ing.... Haiz, then i just finish one chapter before my dinner. Took a dinner at cafe with my roommie, szero~ then continue to study~~ finally! At this moment, I manage to finish extra 2 chapters! Although it's just a little but great success to me. Now, i need to relax myself by watching Running Man!! Great show indeed. Tomorrow I shall jog around, need exercise to boost my stamina, I've been so weak.. :( 
Btw, not forget to mention, the weather is Terrible!! It made me to bath thrice today... 
Hmmmm, hope my life will get better. Appreciate what ever that happened today to make a better me. Good night.

It Happened Again!

Ya, It happened again. It's the 2nd time for my 1st sem in Uni. 
Tat day we have workshop at Station One cafe, but there is one woman that is smoking for couple of times when we are there. 
I try my best to bear with it, keep counting my pulse without letting my group mates know. I scared they will worry, I try to act as ntg happened for the whole period, it's really suffering. Finally, I exploded, can't bear it any more.. 
I rush to the toilet to take a breath, same thing happen, whole body paralysis, trembling, my legs can't even support me, feel suffocated, my heart feel like jumping out of me.... Really painful.... 
Fortunately no cramp happened. I ask for help from one of my member to take the plastic bag for me, then I do what the doctor always tell me to do. 
Phew... I feel relieved, then i go walk around the Jaya One, get some fresh air, make myself calm. Ya, that's it, i feel fine again, continue to work!! I really feel scared, it happened more frequently now. I feel that I can't control myself anymore.. 
When only i can overcome it.. I really hope that in the new sem it wont happen any more. Please help me, God. I don't even dare to tell my family, don't want them to worry. 
Haiz.. It's ok! I had came through that attack, ntg serious happened, it makes me appreciate my life more! Thankful.